Trying to Avoid..

I am getting tacky messages in regards to people I knew, like me getting upset @ someone, and my dad linking it to my future son.  What I understand is with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Tim Burton and Johnny Depp is that people are not to dwell on odd things, like finding something to find fault in others being the schizophrenic and manic side.  I fear that everyone will find it contagious who mean anything in your life in a certain way but not really.

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ellen i just watched yer sho' n i rilly liked it  8I

So, that last guy I remember was neat.  I liked you in the band.  My dad was in a band.  I wasn't.  I started out I guess like my mom in gymnastics.  I was with her a lot and wanted to be like her but with European traits but guess that didn't work out.  I liked my dad's wisdom so much, like I could never do it.  I was with him quite a lot..  It wasn't like we were close, though..  I was supposed to go out into the world!  Anyway, yea good stuff.  I feel affected from my m***********.  Tim Burton only tries to help but feels pressured by the world.  I want him back as the artist from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I know you feel pressured, but he's not really as famous, in a way.  Oh well, isn't everyone?  Hm..  I was, too.  So, yea, those ppl r cool.  The German Jew boy was so cute and nice and funny.  We have lost heritage.  You know it's too bad I felt upset recently.  I had a thing where I do react and like am clumsy automatically and so I hit my chair on the floor, hit the desk.  I'm not supposed to do that.  It happens.  I dunno what to do @ my failed past.  I mean, just look @, it's hard to find someone who's perfect.