Nothing there.

Ellen is nothing, she says.  She says she represents a lot.  She doesn't care if she k***s me.

A Big Mistake

Ellen thinks that she has to dig in my past and show some side of me that isn't really there that means I can't follow cute boys from her hometown area.  Is that true??

You can..

..baby Ellen

ARGH!

Why do these messages keep coming?  What do you mean my mom doesn't want to see my future daughter.  Don't baby Ellen over me.

You think you did ^something^, but you didn't do anything.

Problem

Those messages my mom gives me are false.  I know Ellen does all this *beep* for reasons, but what I did was say that the people doing them were wrong.  They'll just call me shit!  See, it's stupid.  I dunno who's responsible.

I don't wanna hear your shit rendition of Ellen DeGeneres's supposed secret shit needs.  You know, I just got a similar message..

Nah, you can just do what you're supposed to.  I'll just figure Ellen DeGeneres is off limits but has the time to hurt me.  Well, then again, not for tweens.

OK

I just got back, probably should set to work loading my journal.  Too bad it'll be hard to read for anyone who is interested.  It seems better.

I'm mad people are setting things up like I have to *deal with stuff*.  Why didn't you do that before then?  I can say you're just a shit generation with shit kids, which means Ellen's idea of survival is invalid.

Hm..

It might be another person other than just Ellen involved.. let's not get into that

So

What am I gonna do @ Ellen?  Just finished the last show.  It wasn't too upsetting.

Guess what, betta looks straight at me.  His krill is there, too, may clean out the bowl again.

Mm..

I was touchy @ my dad, and now he seems more m*****ative..if you're American and know what that even means maybe.  Ugh!  I am tired!  You know what I mean..  Like, there are good ways to feel @ people and there may be bad ways.  So, why is Ellen the Southern 1, now?  My cousin is the youngest forever.

No one cares.

No one cares if it's Ellen to go to bed dirty with your wife now that's *beep* shit that doesn't make sense.

WAH

Ellen pick me up.

What did I do?

(Did you see my post on Twitter?  }:] ..)

Well

I sat through dinner with my dad.  I told him stuff and ended up saying k*** just as a joke for something I didn't mean but forget at times.

I have no idea how I could meet Ellen DeGeneres, like if I did something like talk on her show, nor how anyone could stand it.  I hope I get in Finding Dory.

She is old.

She doesn't care @ fine-tuning what actually happened.  I mean, you can't say it's ***y to tell someone they are bad and like swirl it about them because you can and were made to do it to certain people before.

I mean she's working in the trash.  She likes to be in the dirt because she's so much older.

Would you sayy

Ellen's mom looked new to New Orleans as a kid?  link

Also, her daughter is obsessed with northern shit, like, "because I said so."

The Big Story

Now, Ellen DeGeneres ^did something^ better than me?  I know that, but I did something better than you..

So, we're all no better than "Taylor Swift?"  What a dum dum.

Something Hit Me

So, I do think Ellen DeGeneres found a certain goodness of me and followed me..I remember saying of course I'd look up all the people's backgrounds at the beginning of the week.  I just was following along and wondered @ something .. felt insulted and wondered if I'd be in trouble if I didn't really "make it," yet, but I made it this week.

What I'm talking @ is that she thinks I became bad down south, when people are bad up north.  She thinks she's a part of the south and I'm not.  I've lived here my whole life!  I don't need the m********** of my dad.  I already live with him!!!!

Music

I am putting on Country for my betta.  They talk @ New Orleans, and I moved up there.  :|  ~