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O dea'

What have I done to Chloe?  Just caught some stupid message..  She's probably just making sure..  I have things I can do..

Why don't you experimenters shut up?  They find something sinful to say every time they find me adverse to them.  That's how people online talk.  I make a point, like race, or people in England, and then people are mean to me.  Don't hurt them.  They're just encrazed folk online thinking they got there 1st.

Worthless

to dwell on this, but I was talking and got interrupted and now feel worse.  Also, Chloe is just an annoying, simple person to when she says oh well Christina is in trouble.  NO I'M NOT!

What a simple-minded fool.

To joke @ @ deleting my dad.  Well, some people like him.  I lost my cute pix of him.  I am supposed to be skinnier, but he can see if he wants to get skinnier than that.

STOP

You are nice to Chloe.  They put a bunch of 5's I saw in the web address bar.

Talk @ not mattering.

They just made the page load slowly.  Never seen that.  :|  Do I hear an echo?  YOU HURT ME.  I will not live my life at the disadvantage.  I am just like a Generation Z kid with all the benefits of a person.  I did it myself, I know partly.  Then again, go ask your parents?  Too old, I should think..

Problem

Chloe Moretz is mean and show offy.  You got me in a bad mood.  She's posting bait trying to be all that, sassing back in attitude.  How else shall I say?  She thinks she's got it down more when she doesn't got it down more than me??  She got it down for huh (her.)

Annoyed

My dad has a particularly secretive sister sending secret messages that influence your thoughts, like @ people with advantages like her.

Nothing there.

Ellen is nothing, she says.  She says she represents a lot.  She doesn't care if she k***s me.

Problem

Why did Chloe just come on?  I thought this was @ me.

Problem

They just want the Word Captchas to come on.

GIVE ME MY RESPECT AND GET OUTTA MY LIFE

STOP

STOP

Mad

I just got made to feel like I cut off a nice boy from England..  No, I won't do that for anyone.

Mad

The people in Central Florida are all vicious.  I was just thinking of the person talking to me via how my computer loads, made a big deal of *beep* @ following rules, as though people who don't are right.  I think you're ON following rules, if I'm not mistaken..

I'm not really fat.

I just have stress fat because of my dad.  Ew.  I have a mom.

Who claims..

..to annoy you for your own good?

Know anyone tacky @ the rules you probably already follow?..

Do you wanna?

Have stuff come up?  Like, someone says your life is perfect.  You say, in what way do you mean?

Point A - B

Just tell someone midway talking you act'lly don't curse, or start at point A @ the problem with your dad and ending up talking @ you getting attention.

Update

I edited my race + am on Tumblr and just edited my post.

Edit

I updated my Twitter profile to include race.

I barely had

a daughter, in a way, like she never made it with me.

I recollect..

I remember the days before the mental hospital, where I would include dreams of a future son, and daughter.  Now, that memory is gone.

What do you expect?

I'm trying to see if I can rest.

Also

I see that it's not worth it even thinking @ it.

Why do you keep doing things you aren't supposed to do?

Good Night

Soon

Well..

..I grew up in the South..  So, now, I have an independent culture?  Can't I make myself happy like normal, attractive people up north?

REST ASSURED

I HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH CHLOE MORETZ

I sense..

..violence from Chloe Grace Moretz, like, "Did you really do it?"  So what, if I called someone a nigger?  Maybe, I didn't.  Nah.  Anyway, not exactly.  I was told to do it.  She wants to take my place.  Supposedly, I'm not really good enough to talk to her, too..  Like, people think of me a certain way.

A Big Mistake

Ellen thinks that she has to dig in my past and show some side of me that isn't really there that means I can't follow cute boys from her hometown area.  Is that true??

Ya'll just

stop hurting me

You can..

..baby Ellen

ARGH!

Why do these messages keep coming?  What do you mean my mom doesn't want to see my future daughter.  Don't baby Ellen over me.

You think you did ^something^, but you didn't do anything.

Trying to Avoid..

I am getting tacky messages in regards to people I knew, like me getting upset @ someone, and my dad linking it to my future son.  What I understand is with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and Tim Burton and Johnny Depp is that people are not to dwell on odd things, like finding something to find fault in others being the schizophrenic and manic side.  I fear that everyone will find it contagious who mean anything in your life in a certain way but not really.

Shower?

Oh, and Bethenny's clips were short, only 1 per page of now.

So

I saw the clips on Bethenny's site, and it looks pretty cool.  I just had a problem with looking too skinny from eating healthily.

Ohhh

I have to go to bed.  Need shower and bath.

Halloween

I might be Tangled.

link 1

Facebook

O, so,

it's okay w/you, as long as I get hurt from what you "say"

Mobile

Mobile Soon

Edit

I edited my Twitter profile.

I got invited..

..by a vocal instructor to visit and see where my skills lie as far as getting in Finding Nemo once it's all filmed, I guess.

I was actually refering to..

..the way the whole world is nothing to me

Why isn't this working?

To get back at all the mean people I had to stifle myself so I don't end up in jail.  I need to be in the money.

New Twitter

Talk Shows

I just wanna tune in sometimes but watch all of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Like, I'll go online and look or catch some of it.  Sorry.  I do watch other things on TV, ghosts.

New Photo

New Photo of Me

New Video + New Photos

New Video of Me Talking



New Photos of Me

wig! 8D

wig!

that color

Edit

I added Petz as a tag.

TV

I was watching ghost stories.  Now, they're talking with kids.  Tim Burton used to be into like haunted theaters I think.. or maybe I was just thinking he knew what I watched.  :)  Then, it stopped bc of the N word thing with Nell.  :(

I'm restarting my computer.

I just cleaned the betta tank.  I worry it might fall out when I pour it out and how to catch it then.  I mean, what if I got clumsy.  I need a net.  My dad thinks it hurts them, but if it falls I'll just be scooping it up up in here.

I want a rodent with a tail now, too, guess I have to clear off another table for a 2nd computer and the rodent.  I'm also looking for a wig and shaving my hair to nurture it to be naturally lighter.  You know, the dark blonde shampoo, the citris 1, lying in the tub a lot cuz it probably helps it seems, going out in the sun.  I'm so excited!  I'll wear the wig when I go out unless it's a walk outside..

Edit

I listed Polish 1st in its part.

Edit

I edited the spacing.

Update

New Text Box @ Me Racially

Question

If the person watching me through a camera wants my dad why isn't said person like off and just talk to him sometimes?

Good Night

Soon

Question

ellen r u ok

hey

ellen i just watched yer sho' n i rilly liked it  8I

So, that last guy I remember was neat.  I liked you in the band.  My dad was in a band.  I wasn't.  I started out I guess like my mom in gymnastics.  I was with her a lot and wanted to be like her but with European traits but guess that didn't work out.  I liked my dad's wisdom so much, like I could never do it.  I was with him quite a lot..  It wasn't like we were close, though..  I was supposed to go out into the world!  Anyway, yea good stuff.  I feel affected from my m***********.  Tim Burton only tries to help but feels pressured by the world.  I want him back as the artist from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  I know you feel pressured, but he's not really as famous, in a way.  Oh well, isn't everyone?  Hm..  I was, too.  So, yea, those ppl r cool.  The German Jew boy was so cute and nice and funny.  We have lost heritage.  You know it's too bad I felt upset recently.  I had a thing where I do react and like am clumsy automatically and so I hit my chair on the floor, hit the desk.  I'm not supposed to do that.  It happens.  I dunno what to do @ my failed past.  I mean, just look @, it's hard to find someone who's perfect.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

Also, doing my nails, I guess.

Something sad came to my mind @ kids.  I hope I will behave this weekend.  :(*  Might as well throw me away.  I'll friend the cats from the gutters.

I'm so sorry for anything I did wrong I may have missed.

I just ate leftovers and brushed my teeth.  Boston Market, but the chicken's old.

I'll come back later to say how sorry I am and how to devise a better future.  It is cute having the Blog Roll.  I should move the motto somewhere sometime..

Journal..

O No

What do I do?  There's marks on the floor from me mad with the chair.

Problem

Those messages my mom gives me are false.  I know Ellen does all this *beep* for reasons, but what I did was say that the people doing them were wrong.  They'll just call me shit!  See, it's stupid.  I dunno who's responsible.

Edit

I added another blog to my Blog Roll.

I don't wanna hear your shit rendition of Ellen DeGeneres's supposed secret shit needs.  You know, I just got a similar message..

Nah, you can just do what you're supposed to.  I'll just figure Ellen DeGeneres is off limits but has the time to hurt me.  Well, then again, not for tweens.

OK

I just got back, probably should set to work loading my journal.  Too bad it'll be hard to read for anyone who is interested.  It seems better.

I'm mad people are setting things up like I have to *deal with stuff*.  Why didn't you do that before then?  I can say you're just a shit generation with shit kids, which means Ellen's idea of survival is invalid.

Mobile

New Video + New Photos

New Video of Me Talking + Photos of Me

Okay

Sorry, everyone, I will try to be nicer.  Like I said in my video, I tend to dip in a few times and slip up some, but I am trying to flat out not do that, not sure what to be looking for but to "ignore it.."

Wale! (Well)

Ctrl Fla at it again, trying to bug me to violence.

Good Night

Soon

Um

What's so good @ her?  link.

link

Tumblr

Tumblr

I just watched..

..Orla Fallon Christmas!

Hm..

It might be another person other than just Ellen involved.. let's not get into that

Chloe Grace Moretz wants to take away teens from me.  Oh, she is 1.

Search me.

See what I did.  I was doing something on the inside.  I didn't really call anyone anything.

I looked..

..and saw that the shows still record 1 day in advance.  WOW.  No time to fix.  The 1st 2 shows were filmed more in advance for some reason.  I'm smiling on the inside.

So

What am I gonna do @ Ellen?  Just finished the last show.  It wasn't too upsetting.

Guess what, betta looks straight at me.  His krill is there, too, may clean out the bowl again.

Mm..

I was touchy @ my dad, and now he seems more m*****ative..if you're American and know what that even means maybe.  Ugh!  I am tired!  You know what I mean..  Like, there are good ways to feel @ people and there may be bad ways.  So, why is Ellen the Southern 1, now?  My cousin is the youngest forever.

So..

I says to my mom.. does Dad just want *** from us?

Also

Yea, he was a bit nasty to me, and it's making me feel kinda distorted physically.

Now, I'm upset.

:|

No one cares.

No one cares if it's Ellen to go to bed dirty with your wife now that's *beep* shit that doesn't make sense.

Help.

I'm upset.  My dad isn't taking a shower.  I don't think he uses a blanket.

I thought my mom was him when I came home.

I'm just waiting

to see you, the bad audiences, crack..

So, where exactly are my ^friends^ now?

So

I was born worse off than both parents, but I'm better.

♫ This land is your land..

Well

It wasn't very much, but I mean it's evidence.  I can't do this.  My therapist can't fix it!!!!

So So Sorry

How can I be forgiven for takingout my temper on others?

Mobile

Just Finished

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I am so frazzled.

Well, I liked the people.  I thought the Italian French guy really made "the" connection.  The singer was pretty smart but with a heart.  At the end was nice, that so nice African|black lady.

Whatcha Thinkin..

If you can't do something as shitty as that, then you'd be pretty dum dum by most standards..

WAH

Ellen pick me up.

What did I do?

(Did you see my post on Twitter?  }:] ..)

Well

I'm trying to get happy, nothing has happened good..

I'm very sorry for..

..losing it.  I don't know what all happened, with the Anger Room.  I started out slow, but then I needed it.  I'm just upset, in general.

Did you know..

..I clean the fish bowl every day?  I pour the fish out.  I had a dream @ it like not showing and being like maybe a bright pink and smaller, maybe a girl.

Update

Website - Problems

6 - I found that the road of these insults leads to Ellen DeGeneres, but I don't believe it's "just 'her.'"  I'm in like an experiment, unfortunately.  I used to never watch TV.  Like, she's sorting out issues in ways that are sorta mentally queer to sort out and that make you feel thrown out.  It becomes painful or uncomfortable to think on.

5 - My anger room page loads incredibly slow and in steps.

Well

I sat through dinner with my dad.  I told him stuff and ended up saying k*** just as a joke for something I didn't mean but forget at times.

I have no idea how I could meet Ellen DeGeneres, like if I did something like talk on her show, nor how anyone could stand it.  I hope I get in Finding Dory.

New Text Box

She is old.

She doesn't care @ fine-tuning what actually happened.  I mean, you can't say it's ***y to tell someone they are bad and like swirl it about them because you can and were made to do it to certain people before.

I mean she's working in the trash.  She likes to be in the dirt because she's so much older.

Would you sayy

Ellen's mom looked new to New Orleans as a kid?  link

Also, her daughter is obsessed with northern shit, like, "because I said so."

Facebook

Wants

Do you want people to be famous like you if they have to say something?  I am at point A, but I've made several Point B's.

Twitter

It's nice how..

..the counter for my Blog Roll works.  They're not important, anyway.  That's what we wanted, right?  Too bad it doesn't seem to "pop up."

Problems Problems

I just find this sassing incredibly mean.  Other people get pampered for shit.

You don't need to tell me basic rules!  WHAT THE *BEEP* ARE YOU?

The Big Story

Now, Ellen DeGeneres ^did something^ better than me?  I know that, but I did something better than you..

So, we're all no better than "Taylor Swift?"  What a dum dum.

People on the radio genuinely suck..

..I need better

Something Hit Me

So, I do think Ellen DeGeneres found a certain goodness of me and followed me..I remember saying of course I'd look up all the people's backgrounds at the beginning of the week.  I just was following along and wondered @ something .. felt insulted and wondered if I'd be in trouble if I didn't really "make it," yet, but I made it this week.

What I'm talking @ is that she thinks I became bad down south, when people are bad up north.  She thinks she's a part of the south and I'm not.  I've lived here my whole life!  I don't need the m********** of my dad.  I already live with him!!!!

Status

I'm gonna be out ironing, probably back in time for "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  I don't know what supper's going to be, today, nor if we will do anything.

TV Show

Bethenny, I will ask my parents to get your channel.  I watch 1 1 hour TV show every weekday already but will try to watch yours for some down time.  :)

Music

I am putting on Country for my betta.  They talk @ New Orleans, and I moved up there.  :|  ~

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